hm.. assertively?

i went to the psychologist this morning and we had a conversation about how when i tell people what i want, people tend to think that i'm a "bitch" and she said that i should be more assertive more often. because she was trying to distinguish if someone was trying to be more dominant in our relationship or what he was doing by doing what i told her because i'm not really sure how something i SHOULD know works when i'm active like i am- even though, i'm not a ho. she basically read my mind when she said that she could see how i could be frustrated sometimes when people have negative reactions to my assertiveness. it's almost like assholes just want me to fuckin lay down for them to step on me sometimes.. fuck that. i don't see any reason why i should lay down for ANYONE EVER.. and those dildos at alliance health care (when they USED to be my pca's) used to "write me up" anytime that i'd disagree with them and they'd say that i was being "verbally aggressive" or some other shit.. something "abusive" i can't think of right now because it was so damn ridiculous *AND I JUST FOUND AN OLD REPORT OF ME REPORTING TO SOMEONE- I'M NOT SURE WHO- IT DOESN'T MATTER.. BUT THE CORRECT WORD WAS "COMBATIVE".. pfft. the ONLY reason why that dick of a nurse lied and said that shit about me was because he was afraid that i'd take his stupid piece of shit program down (like i threatened on his voice mail) but i didn't need to do that shit.. he did that shit by himself. *sigh* dicks will be dicks. it's not my fault that his head was so far up his OWN DAMN ASS.